fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck... school. [20 Sep 2005|06:34am] [ mood | exhausted ] I hate it, I really do. Jeans, a 5th grade t-shirt, hair pulled up and some k icks.. I find myself spending less and less time getting ready each morning. What's the point? You see the same kids everyday, they know what you look like when you're all ready and done up. Why waste your time getting ready each day? It's fucking tiresome. I'm in a constant emotionless state at school everyday. I'd be perfectly content if no one talked to me, which is sad. Because not caring about anything is a horrible feeling. I just hate being there, I know its necessary. So I go, because if i don't I'll be uneducated and stuck in this uneducated town for the rest of my life, and the worst part.. I'll actually fit in. Considering I can't imagine the literacy rate to be very high around here. I spent no lie a good 6 hours on homework last night, and guess what? I didn't even finish. I didn't get to study for my test, I didn't start to prepare my presentation for ap, I didn't finish my notebook, and I didn't study for my chemistry test. Who's going to fail this year? Me. Schools so hard this year, I'm extremely overloaded. And the constant pressure to do well, because not doing well is unacceptable, make its 10x harder. But I did it to myself because I think electives are a waste of time. So therefore I have all academic classes and they're kicking my ass. My life revolvse around homework these days. Except on the weekends when I go out with friends and drink, etc. But I need to go put shoes on and get something to eat because I'm hungry. I'm so tired that I'll probably sleep in 1st period. And insane Mrs. Cheatham will freak out. Oh well, cry lady. I really don't care. <3 another day of people talking shit. Yay! 5 // one chord into another.

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